1st all I would like to remind everyone that I said I was going to blog for 1oo days up to the wedding but at no point did I say every post would be inspiring, funny or even entertaining!
Moving on swiftly. Marriage is one of the longest things you will ever do...well if you don't get divorced! But anyway, so you need to prepare yourselves...counselling was honestly the best thing that ever happened to me! It helped me organise my thoughts and encouraged me to face things head on. Something I usually do anyway, but not always with the right method. It's funny how some men and woman see relationships so differently:
Weddings are jokes. When you actualy think about it, there is no need for the big fuss that people make over it...as it is the quality of the marriage that actually matters. BUT for some reason, you get dragged into the excitement and throw all your money into a wedding which in general terms is actually just A BIG PARTY. Ah well, gonna enjoy it to the fullest and remember it for the rest of my life! I hope for all the right reasons...I 've done some questionable things in the past though and I know karma is real so we've hired 5 security guards to deal with any unwanted behaviour or people.
Life is long. I feel like I'm part of a ridiculous system which is just merking my soul. I want to be free like a butterfly! But the need to make money is holding me back....It's so upsetting. Need to work my way out of this bottomless pit I feel like I'm in at the moment... Hopefully, before my big day! So I can be fun and bubbly for my Prince instead of constantly being semi-depressed.
Love is the best. Without it, where would we be? It's more than an emotion, it's a necessity.
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